The stress is really creeping up on me

Hey there my little witches,

Do you still remember me? 

I'm Miranda and I own this blog which has been indeed dead for the past month or two. 

See how I was even too busy to make my bed? SOLID PROOF! 

I was actually on a hiatus, meaning I would NOT blog until the end of my O level examinations (8 November). 

However, today was a pretty significant day in my life. It was the last day of my secondary school life. What it feels like to be finally free of the constant reminders to "pull up your socks" or "clip up your hair"? Amazing, of course. A wave of rebellious ideas to play silly pranks in the school, now that no one cares, flickered through my mind's eye. But then, I started to realised how terrifying the prospect of heading into the "real world" was. I was free to make decisions on my own. I could shave my head bald and bleach my skin white because no one would give me a 'warning/demerit point' anymore. You get what I mean right? Even though it was extremely nerve-racking for teachers to be breathing down our necks all the time, everything was actually for our own good. (wow, how many times have you heard that phrase! Ha!) 

To be honest, I'm scared. Very. I don't know how my O levels are going to turn out. If I don't do well, what will happen to me? And in about 5 to 10 years, where will I be? Will I be worrying about money round-the-clock? How am I going to take care of my parents if I was financially challenged? Will I even have a house? Will I look back in a few years and regret everything? 

I really don't know what I will turn out to be in the years to come but I really hope where ever I am and whatever I'm doing, I'll be happy and making a different in people's lives (and also being a good daughter <3). 

Thus, I end off this long and emotional post. 

Farewell (for now)! xx

Miranda